For Years I sat

November 10, 2021 7:59 am

I was sitting here helping my son with some of homeschooling before the day really starts. For some reason I found myself asking God what he wanted me to say. You see perhaps you may have noticed that aside from yesterday I was absent from blogging for roughly a week.

There are times in life when God will have you sit down and remain silent so to speak, and well that was the case here. I was able to post on other platforms however I was told to remain silent here. Yesterday I broke my silence with a scripture well the entire chapter really and it was Psalm 18 (kjv).

Today I feel as though God is leading me to tell my truth so perhaps someone needs to hear this.

For years I ran out of fear I knew that both the enemy and his workers of iniquity were trailing me. I am thankful though that although I went through this ordeal God never left my side even when I felt all alone surrounded by darkness.

I was terrified of snakes and somehow the enemy always tossed that fear in face I mean literally. One day I was at work and someone came to my job with a huge yellow snake.

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Taken from Google images

So what did I do of course I ran from there as well and not long after I left my job. Leaving stopped nothing because the torment continued. Darkness, despair, demons you name it because I saw it and lived through it. During this time I asked, I yelled, and I cried out of fear, tiredness, and loneliness I wanted to know why this was happing to me.

There were times when the enemy would speak to me telling me things that he knew would place more fear in me. I longed to tell people what I was going through but truth was it was witchcraft I mean down right voodoo which was being performed against me.

There was a moment when my neighbor came to my door and handed me her phone. I was puzzled because one I never had her phone number, and two how would anyone think to contact me on a neighbors phone. When I answered it was a lady with a strong accent she told me “He said no matter what you sit there until he is ready for you”.

I remained puzzled for years after that incident happened but it was not until recently that I realized my neighbor was one of individuals praying against me by praying I mean witchcraft. So much happened during these years that I was being tormented but one thing remains that God was always there with me.

I never understood why I was allowed to go through all of this each time I came across someone who was into pure darkness and I knew that they were praying against me. I saw things that most would be terrified of and at some point God helped to build me up so that I would not fear as he commands us to FEAR NOT.

There is so much more to this because even after I left that job which I had held for over ten years. I landed a job DTLA (Down Town Los Angeles) and as you may have guessed it yes I was followed there as well. Strange things were happing such as the light on the inside of my car being turned on. I was finding things in my mailbox, a black onyx stone which was placed at the end of my drive way and the list goes on.

I am thankful that God taught me not to fear even if it took me years to learn this lesson. I learned to see with spiritual eyes and the importance of fighting in the spiritual realm. Our prayer life and worship life is important and something that we must do daily.

I don’t know who needs to hear this but you are not alone and I don’t care what the world says because I understand what is real. As followers of God we must learn to pray without ceasing, we must worship God endlessly.

This is a battle where Gods strength is needed more than ever so let us put on the full armor daily and not abide by the worlds standards. Remember that for every two lies there is one truth God.

If no one has told you God loves you and so do I

Darkness does not have to prevail over and in your life because God is the ultimate source of light. At the end of it all even darkness will bow to God and worship him.

So let us humbly fall to our knees before his throne…………

Enlarged My Steps

November 8, 2021 9:18 pm

Taken from BibleGateway

Psalm 18King James Version

18 I will love thee, O Lord, my strength.

The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.

I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid.

The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me.

In my distress I called upon the Lord, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.

Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because he was wroth.

There went up a smoke out of his nostrils, and fire out of his mouth devoured: coals were kindled by it.

He bowed the heavens also, and came down: and darkness was under his feet.

10 And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly: yea, he did fly upon the wings of the wind.

11 He made darkness his secret place; his pavilion round about him were dark waters and thick clouds of the skies.

12 At the brightness that was before him his thick clouds passed, hail stones and coals of fire.

13 The Lord also thundered in the heavens, and the Highest gave his voice; hail stones and coals of fire.

14 Yea, he sent out his arrows, and scattered them; and he shot out lightnings, and discomfited them.

15 Then the channels of waters were seen, and the foundations of the world were discovered at thy rebuke, O Lord, at the blast of the breath of thy nostrils.

16 He sent from above, he took me, he drew me out of many waters.

17 He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me.

18 They prevented me in the day of my calamity: but the Lord was my stay.

19 He brought me forth also into a large place; he delivered me, because he delighted in me.

20 The Lord rewarded me according to my righteousness; according to the cleanness of my hands hath he recompensed me.

21 For I have kept the ways of the Lord, and have not wickedly departed from my God.

22 For all his judgments were before me, and I did not put away his statutes from me.

23 I was also upright before him, and I kept myself from mine iniquity.

24 Therefore hath the Lord recompensed me according to my righteousness, according to the cleanness of my hands in his eyesight.

25 With the merciful thou wilt shew thyself merciful; with an upright man thou wilt shew thyself upright;

26 With the pure thou wilt shew thyself pure; and with the froward thou wilt shew thyself froward.

27 For thou wilt save the afflicted people; but wilt bring down high looks.

28 For thou wilt light my candle: the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.

29 For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.

30 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the Lord is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.

31 For who is God save the Lord? or who is a rock save our God?

32 It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.

33 He maketh my feet like hinds’ feet, and setteth me upon my high places.

34 He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.

35 Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great.

36 Thou hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip.

37 I have pursued mine enemies, and overtaken them: neither did I turn again till they were consumed.

38 I have wounded them that they were not able to rise: they are fallen under my feet.

39 For thou hast girded me with strength unto the battle: thou hast subdued under me those that rose up against me.

40 Thou hast also given me the necks of mine enemies; that I might destroy them that hate me.

41 They cried, but there was none to save them: even unto the Lord, but he answered them not.

42 Then did I beat them small as the dust before the wind: I did cast them out as the dirt in the streets.

43 Thou hast delivered me from the strivings of the people; and thou hast made me the head of the heathen: a people whom I have not known shall serve me.

44 As soon as they hear of me, they shall obey me: the strangers shall submit themselves unto me.

45 The strangers shall fade away, and be afraid out of their close places.

46 The Lord liveth; and blessed be my rock; and let the God of my salvation be exalted.

47 It is God that avengeth me, and subdueth the people under me.

48 He delivereth me from mine enemies: yea, thou liftest me up above those that rise up against me: thou hast delivered me from the violent man.

49 Therefore will I give thanks unto thee, O Lord, among the heathen, and sing praises unto thy name.

50 Great deliverance giveth he to his king; and sheweth mercy to his anointed, to David, and to his seed for evermore.

Yesterday’s Update

November 1, 2021 7:11 am

First and foremost Happy New Month and I pray that it is your best month ever. Happy writing and many more memories and stories to be shared I for one am excited to read them all.

Yesterday we woke up to the smell of food and my mom having somewhat of a medical crisis. We drove out to Urgent Care understanding that she has underlining medical issues I wanted to get it checked out. Let me tell you I was excited as we drove through the parking lot only to see that it was empty. I mean we all know that an empty parking lot means that it wont be that crowded.

I was only surprised, shocked, and then not so much after we hit the corner and were greeted with a line outside of the other end of the parking lot.

The sight was actually a bit sad once you thought about it and took it all in. So many people not feeling well and needing help and this thought made me think of how great full we are to have Gods comfort and guidance. It was decided that instead of waiting in urgent care all day we would stand fast on our activated faith and leave.

As we drove away my mom sighed with a moment of relief because the only thing she wanted at that moment was to make it to church on time. That very thought in my mind spoke loud and clear at the amount of faith and dedication my mom has to God and I love it.

As the day went on I was constantly reminded of my mom and her health issues. Even though she suffers from pain and the very knowing that things are going on. My mom is always up and ready to do what needs to be done, and I never hear her say no she pushes through. It is in the process of that very doing that she looks at me and says “Meka things have to be done, and mamma is not here to do them.”

Thank God for mothers even when they are gone their strength and teachings still remain within us and the things that we do.

If no one has told you God loves you and so do I