Midnight – Early Morning Thoughts.

Up late rather early and I can’t sleep. I have a lot on my mind and even more so on my heart.

I realized that I wouldn’t be doing myself any justice if I didn’t blog about this feeling right here.

It’s the feeling that you hate to get, but love to get over. The feeling that you dread being a part of you, yet greatful once the lesson taught is through.

There’s no tears no I’m not crying, but deep inside I have this feeling that is just screaming to get out.

I vowed to blog my journey of becoming a better version of me. Lately I’ve had to be honest with myself as I lay out for you the entire process.

It’s not fair to anyone including me if I blog only the good, and secretly deal with the bad.

I don’t hate anyone, I’m not upset with anyone. How do I describe this feeling of a heart that’s working on mending itself, and breaking at the same time.

In the end I am certain that all will work itself out, and my process might help someone else.

This is a natural part of life. We breath, go through things, embark on journeys, and go through changes. We come together with other people, yet this in itself can be a process that were unfamiliar with but more than eager to learn.

Writing this out for the world to read and see. I have no regrets because it’s a part of life it’s a part of me.

No one can say that they wake up happy each and every day. Life is Life and sometimes it will toss us a curve ball perhaps a few.

Going through the process and coming out in victory is what really matters. Let’s just be honest we win some and sometimes we loose.

I want to embrace this feeling hear and now. So that tomorrow when all is said and done I can learn from my mistakes. Improving the person that I am.

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