Taking back my life

I no longer want to live my life in secret. Moving around soundless and barely looking up as I move through crowds of people.

I don’t want to be the individual who sits by while watching others motivated by life walk into a gym or a local park giving their workout all they’ve got.

I can’t afford to just casually wonder into a fast food chain, and order whatever I want. While not thinking about the amount of calories I’m taking in.

No longer will I sit in bed binge watching some program I most likely have no business watching while eating pizza, chips, and junk food at the same time.

You see I’m on this journey and a huge part of it is taking back my life. Swapping out the old, and bringing in the New.

Moving away from fear

I used to be afraid of what people thought of me, how people saw me, and what people said about me.

I went through a time of constant trials, hardships, battles, and was forced to walk through it as crowds of people watched me pass by with every broken step I took.

I can’t help but to think of all the things which transpired getting me where I am today.

All of the times I was vialated and never spoke up, the bullying that took place. The things that helped to break me down.

Now that I’m a little older, and I’ve been through some things. I’ve grown and learned not to allow the thoughts or actions of others to bring me down.

In fact I’ve learned the importance of not allowing other people to have such control over me. I’ve learned the very importance of not allowing people to control the way I see or carry myself. So I no longer move or operate in fear, I move in grace knowing that I have a chance to live.